I feel like a wreck today. Yesterday was my prom, and now I obviously do not have enough sleep having Vivien wake me up at 9 when I slept at 4. Oh well.

Vivien got the job at the airport. I am somewhat jealous, but then I realized one thing. There is really absolutely no way for me to apply for that job if I actually want to go somewhere with my family this summer and volunteer at places.

I don't know why I am still going to volunteer. Really it doesn't all that matter anymore, but I guess it is just something to do. I also have a job too. I am not given too much money for the job, but it is not like I can just up front my boss and say give me a raise. It seems kind of awkard to say that. So minimum wage it is. I don't really mind. She is nice to me and it is not like I am in desperate need of money, just experience in a business, given a small business.

Personally, I do think working in a small business is a lot more useful for a well rounded business experience wise than working at the information desk at an airport, but of course airport seems more exciting.

Travelling will be kind of fun. I am finally going to visit Disneyland, for the first time in my life, very cool. I don't really know what to expect for outdoor camp. Generally I don't like those kids too much, but some of the uncles and aunties are cool people, so maybe I will be okay. PLUS Howl's Moving Castle came, so I can enjoy that book page by page in that five days, along with perhaps One Day in the life of Ivan D----. I still haven't read that and I wanted to.

Oh I may start a web manga with Aaron soon. It seems pretty cool. Storywise I got it developed. So it is nice. It will be about the story playing around in my head for a few years. Based around two equally strong characters who complement each other perfectly.

Prom was yesterday as I said before. I had 2 provincials before that yesterday so I was really rushed. John gave Jenny a necklace and took her as a date. Vivien was sad. I was pretty content and happy. Kenneth was my date, but I am horrible as a date. Got me a corsage that was completely unmanageable, not to mention the flowershop he bought it at was horrible with flower frenshness and corsage design. It's not his fault really though, since he is a guy and how would he know these things right? The one my boss gave me was much nicer and easier to handle, but since I did not want to give any wrong impression I simply didn't wear any corsage for a major part of the night. I don't think he should have asked me, if he had asked someone like Vivien she would probably do a better job as a date than me. But he asked me and I was grateful for that.

Haha anyway, ended up ignoring Kenneth half of the night (I didn't mean it deliberately but that maybe what is what it seemed like), he is rather silent, and I am not one to force conversations to go on for too long. So instead, I talked to Aaron a bit about the comic. I talked to Ian who refused to dance with May (rather sadly), I talked to Nicken who was rather friendly, and I talked with John of course who was preoccupied with Jenny. Oh I managed to talk a little bit with Jeremy and the other John too so I was fully content.

Oh, John was surprising liberal and proactive toward Jenny. I was rather surprised. He hugged her a few times and stuff, and she let him. Very interesting development. I for one is happy for them. But I feel by being so I may be making a certain other person sad.

Some people got rather emotional by the end of the night, but me being an emotionless creatures toward such things, felt absolutely nothing. I mean, it's not like I won't see those teachers again knowing my involvement with Ms. Yasui's dragonboat team. It's not like I will never see those people I want to keep in touch with again either. Meh. I don't really care. I sometimes think I care too little about everything in life. I am also slightly worried that I am too materialistic. I may be, for all I know. Most of my goals in life for now is somewhat materialistic that's why I am going into commerce. I mean come on, there is no such thing as an honest businessman. I have understood this concept since I was young.

Okay I also cut my hair short and dyed my hair. I always liked short hair, and the colouring was done very nicely. Costed my parents quite a bit. Oh dear. I didn't mean to cut my hair this short or dye my hair but my hair was ruined by evil hair stylist below Superstore, so I was forced to find an expensive hair stylist to fix my hair up.

I also got this really nice auntie to do my make up yesterday. It was really awsome. I looked good in that make up. It made my skin look very white and pretty.

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