First post in a month and a bit. God that feels like forever. I think it is mostly because this is the first summer I have ever felt so relax. I don't have to worry about anything, no Extended Essay, no feeling guilty because I don't go to summer school, nothing I must learn.

But while this summer is relaxing, I can honestly say, this is my busiest summer holiday ever. Exhibit A, I worked 9.5 hours today (is that even legal?!). Exhibit B, I volunteered in three children summer camp, first two at Nature Park, last one at Geering Up. Exhibit C, I watched 4 movies this summer already (Batman Begins, Sky High, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory), ate all you can eat suchi twice, watched the firework (and subsequently pulled Antho from Joshua, I am such a devil advocate), had three anime marathons that are ove 5 hours long (Derek, Angus, Justin), hanged out with Laina twice (*gasp in utter amazement*), hanged out with Vivian alone twice (*can this be?!*), and tried out Greek food.

Anyway, the above two paragraphs are not exactly the reason behind this entry. The real reason is that I am a complete coward. Being a coward loud mouth is not an oxymoron. You may think it is, but in my case, it is totally natural.

Okay, the thing is Derek - who for the longest time I thought was not interested in girls, and who is so easy to think is invisible, actually said he liked me. =_= I did not react well to that. Started to laugh very nervously the moment he told me. And then avoid me for the next four weeks in person, only replying his e-mail. I don't want a boyfriend, and even if I want one... yeah I guess I am kind of flattered but... no.