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Jyu oh sei ED - Te wo Tsunaide

Kamisama Kazoku OP - Brand New Morning

Quote of the Week

Algernon: Jack, you are at the muffins again! I wish you wouldn't. There are only two left. (Takes them.) I told you I was particularly fond of muffins.

~ The Importance of Being Earnest, Act II

About Ori



Alias: Amilia, Arc
Birthday Month: March
Continent: North America
Fanfiction Account:Ori
Site: Palace in the Moon Hopes for the future: To earn a lot of money so I can look down up on those abnoxious people I hate and laugh at them all.
Phobia: Bees, cigarette smoke
Fav. Music at the moment: Fools Garden
Fav. Food: junk food (I am going to die sooner because of this)
Last movie I watched: Da Vinci Code

List of five Repugnant Things

1. Bees
2. Final Exams
3. Essays
4. Allergy
5. Cigarette smell

Anime series I am watching currently

1. Bakumatsu Kikansetsu Irohanihoheto
2. Code Geass
3. Soukou no Strain
4. Welcome to NHK
5. Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge
6. Kiba
7. Red Garden
8. Death Note
9. Saiunkoku Monogatari
10. Bleach (kind of)
11. D. Grayman
12. Ergo Proxy
13. Tsubasa Chronicle
14. Nana (kind of)

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Wednesday, July 30, 2003

Whistler wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I mean at times it was not great, but it was bearable, for sure. The place was really nice. Nicer than I thought, and we were actually not living at the tourist attraction. We were actually living in real houses much too expensive for any of us to buy. The house was much cooler than the hotels.

Anyway, I came back on Monday, totally exasted. I was so tried I didn't work on my site at all until yesterday night. My hips still hurt, which sucks, but anyway.

For some strange reasons I got into Final Fantasy X and X-2 all over again. I went and downloaded a whole bunch of stuff that had to do with the game. At the moment I am listening to Endless Love, Endless Road sung by the Japanese voice actors of Tidus and Yuna (go them!).

I also got into DN Angel once again. I finally got to watch ep. 16! I was so happy. It was really heavy on Daisuke/Riku! But I am sure ep. 18 will be way over that. From what I saw ep. 18 will be drapted in Daisuke/Riku. ^_^

Dan Detective School Q got me totally hock on mysteries. I am going to read Sherlock Homles becuase of that manga. After this I am also going to read And Then there Were None, and The Egyptian Cross Mystery.

I better go. I am going to do my math after I finish updating my website. ^_^

posted by Arc 10:32:00 PM

0 comments Thursday, July 24, 2003

Going away to a tourist attraction with kids I don't particularly love instead of going to an Anime Convention with my friends - I feel extremely horrible becuase I really really want to go to the anime convention. It's just not fair.

I am so unexcited that even now I didn't finish packing my back, dispite the fact that I will be gone way early in the morning becuase I am going to volunteering again. It's not my fault though - seriously - I am just not excited.

Anyway, I accidentally made Richard feel horrible today. I didn't mean it, really. I really didn't. Sorry Richard. He was really nice to me, so I should be really nice to him back, but I made him feel horrible, and I feel very bad about that. Sorry again Richard, I didn't mean to cry. It just happened.

Anyway, I better go and pack.



posted by Arc 11:53:00 PM

0 comments Saturday, July 19, 2003

Played Diablo on line. 8 people killing all together... I think my graphic card that came with my mother board was working to it's full potential. In truth it was slowing game play so much that for sometime I thought the computer would freeze. It didn't, however, and instead I leveled up soooo fast. It was insane. I think I leveled up 6 levels in an hour or something. Funny thing now of course is that some people actually killed Andarial at level 3... well I won't exactly call killed but anyway, they completed the quest and that was what it counted. I was actually level 14, so I think I was one of the strongest in the group. =P I think I will stay at Act one for a while before I move on...

In any case, today at bible study they actually talked about a passage I like! It was a cool passage and it basically said that everything was meaningless. Actually that was one of it's first line. Isn't that cool? I think I will read the chapter of Ecclesiastes, it seems like a cool chapter.... I may skip some parts here and there, but I like this chapter. I never new a bible can be so mellowdramatic.

posted by Arc 11:42:00 PM

0 comments Thursday, July 17, 2003

I would just like to say one thing. I hate it when people just review your story because they want a review for their story. I think that is just plain desperate. I don't mind people advertising their other stories on their stories. Their stories are their creation and they have all the rights in the world to advertise there. I also don't mind if you send an e-mail and ask me nicely to read your stupid story. It's one thing to beg the readers to review, it's another thing to beg the writer to review your story in reviews of someone else's story.

I hate that! I really do.

I know I did that once, but I only did that once. And that was when I was new on ff.net and I had no confident what so ever. Now, after all those months, I no longer think that is appropriate. If they want to read your story the people will.

And if your story suck so much that you just can't get people to read them... well... that's too bad. I really don't mind giving people some reviews, but please don't be so desperate that you are just going to advertise your stories your reviews for someone else's story.

I suppose you can say I am lucky, when ever I write fanfictions I always get good replies, but I think it's just luck that I got reviews. I work hard on my stories, I spend a lot of time thinking about my stories, to make them realistic and angsty the way fangirls like fanfictions. I refuse to give reviews to people who don't deserve them unless I want to say something to them.

Anyway... I better go. I am typing this at UBC wher I am volunteering. I don't think I should get into too much details on such things.

posted by Arc 12:08:00 PM

0 comments Tuesday, July 15, 2003

Have you ever been sarcastic when ever you talk to someoine. I really can't help it Ryan. I really don't mean to be so sarcastic all the time. I just can't help it. Maybe you just always talk to me at a very wrong time - I don't know, but everytime I talk to him I am just so sarcastic and nagative.

Maybe Venessa is right - I am too harsh on myself, but sometimes I just can't help it.

posted by Arc 12:54:00 AM

0 comments Monday, July 07, 2003

Some how after watching Pride and Prejudice for the second time (all six tapes) and then watch You've Got Mail right afterwards I got into this extremely angsty mood so Laina, if you by any chance is reading this please forgive me or just don't read this all together becuase I know you hate reading exessive mellowdramatic stuff.

I really don't know what caused this whinny mood. I don't understand this. I mean I just watched two completely romantic comedy. I am not suppose to be thinking about my life at the moment. But I am and I can't help it... I have been thinking why for the last thirty minutes and my mind is still blank. Maybe it's not even the movies, maybe it's becuase I reread some of my fanfiction. In any case, I am just going to let my mind flow right now.

You know how when you look at your life sometimes you can see periods? For Laina it was her short happy period, her trying to get popular period, her angsty period and then her newest period - her lovey-dovey period. For me... it is as if my life is split into two parts by a distinct line. It seems like the first half of my existance passed in blissful dream. Everything went my way mostly. Everyone seemed to like me. I got along with people fine. I was arrogant, I was conceited, I was proud, I was confident, I was popular, I was bossy, I was jealous and I was bold. My personality was outward. You would never see me alone for even one moment. My life, even when I was a baby was surrounded by people, who, while they may say bad things behind my back, did not say bad things in front of my face. I was my teacher's pet and everyone know that. But I wouldn't say there's not reward for being a teacher's pet. I did get rewards. The teachers used to give me gift they don't give to anyone else. I used to get picked when ever there's any compitition. I got the power to get people I dislike in trouble, and there were occations when teachers fought over me. I remember.

I can't say I am really proud of this period of life. I mean I hate how horrible I was now and I can see how fake most of those friends are... I am surprise I actually got a few true friends.

Then comes the other half when I moved to Canada. I can't say I hate the country when I first came, or even now. I love the trees. I love the grass. My first thoughts when I moved here was how green the land looked and how beautiful and big the houses are. I loved how there were not homework. I loved it how my new home was so big. But the difference between HK and Canada was so great that when reality hit me it hit me hard. It took me a while to get the message that not everyone liked me, that I am the not the coolest person in the world, and that some people actually think I am an idiot.

And I probably was.

Imagine how depressed I was when suddenly I found myself walking around the stupid school alone and friendless and you watches from the background at your classmates laughing and talking and you wonder what the hell you did to push everyone away. I don't think it was that bad when I did not know English at all. It just got really bad when I knew enough English to know that they hate me but not enough to talk back to them.

You start apologizing for everything when that happens. Maybe it's human nature, when you are desperate for a friend you would just apologize even though you don't know what. You would leave your pride and... sometimes you just follow those people even though inside you know they don't care and think you are stupid and annoying.

I hate rejections. They hurt. They really do. The offensor never knows what they did. They never remember. It's just the victim. The victim remembers everything, even though the action might have been small. They drell on something and they just can't seem to let go even though they know it is stupid. Then that rejection would eat away a part of their true personality. You know, when you are humble by enough people even the most philanthropic person would become misanthropic.

You just just stop trusting people. You stop being optimistic. You stop being so friendly. You stop having any confident in yourself. You start building walls around yourself and protect yourself from another emotional trauma. And you stop starting conversations and stop talking to anyone who you don't usually talk to.

Then after a while, when you look around you and you realize you don't have any friends, you start wondering if you will ever be likable - If anyone would ever like you... And you would realize that it is all your own faults...

To think my mom thought for the longest time I make so many friends. She thinks I am so outward and open and popular. She thinks I have thousands of friends like I used to. It took her so long to realize that I only have one or two who I can really consider friends. Those fake smiles really work.

posted by Arc 12:24:00 AM

0 comments Wednesday, July 02, 2003

I grew fatter and at the moment am feeling rather depress and sorry for myself. I am hoping that once I have to go and volunteer I will get thinner.

People are getting annoying again. Damn it.

Needless to say I am in a foul mood ate the moment.

posted by Arc 11:13:00 PM

0 comments Tuesday, July 01, 2003

My mind is once again filled with very gloomy thoughts. I think it's a phrase. I hope it's a phrase. -_-; Mybe it's the hormones. God I hate hormones.

*sigh* going to this festival thing soon for Canada day (Yay Canada got confederation many years ago!). I am doing this for volunteer hours. Yay for humiliation! =0= Luckily most of my friends treasure sleep more than anything. Very happy about that, I am.

posted by Arc 7:57:00 AM

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